New beginnings ... Yeah, right! And I don't even know how to start this blog.
When I was little, I thought I could write the story of my life like a teleserye - full of conflicts and drama. That even Lovingly Yours, Helen would cry while reading my letter on air. I was just 9 years old then. I've always wanted to start an autobiography at such an early age because I thought that the life I had was so unfortunate and letting other people know about it would gain me sympathy. I grew up thinking that way.
What do you know... this blog could be instrumental to my childhood frustration! As much as I want to forget the past, there were good stuff too that were worth remembering. I think I will give both sides the chance to be heard (by me) and maybe later on I could give my childhood a fair judgment.
I've declared 2011 as my Year of New Beginnings - well, one obvious reason is this blog and I'm really hoping I could sustain it. But on a more serious note, I feel that I need to change something in me, and I have to start now. The problem is I don't know what and I don't know how.
I have a lot of things in my mind - change of work, change of wardrobe (have already started losing weight, yeehaa!), change of school for my kids, house renovation, more intimate relationship with my husband, closer relationship with my mom and siblings, and the list goes on... I really don't know where to start.
I have a feeling this blog would help me more than anyone else who would read it. It's like self-therapy, like talking to a virtual psychiatrist.
And so ... I dedicate this blog to my future self. I hope you will be an improvement of who I was and who I am now.
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